Quick flip
Slidding
Anger to no where
Pulling & pushing
Letting go
Hanging on
Self-manipulation
Pain, fear
Tiredness
Inadequacy
Confusion of where and how
Questions, endless questions
Exhaustive worrying
Punishment
Challenges in never-ending cycle
The past's shadow lingering
Why?
Other's voices, judgments
Dreams & Visions
Rock bottom
Push upwards, can't fall further
Shove, losing mental grip
Hands holding you
Blinkered
