You and I

You smiled at me, I hated you.

You told me you cared about me, I smiled.

You told me not to listen to idiots, I laughed.

You held me and told me everything would be ok without him, I cried.

You told me I deserved better, I held you tight.

You told me that you missed me, I waiting to hear your voice at the end of a line.

You told me that you wanted me to come visit you, I arranged my life around you.

You told me that you were going to come surprise me, you didn’t come to see me.

I waited for you, you never showed up

I defended you, you didn’t care

I held you, you pushed me away

I cared for you, you didn’t think twice about me

I loved you, you tried to love me

You poisoned me, I fell down crying.

You betrayed me, my anger strangled me.

You asked for forgiveness, I couldn’t give it.

You asked me what you had done, I couldn’t swallow past my tears.

I never want to hear from you

I never want to talk to you

I never want you to hurt those close to me

I never want your manipulating tentacles near me

You never loved me, I gave you my all.